August 13, 2010
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Enjoy every emotion
Today’s entry will be short.
I am nervous. I am excited. I am filled with all sorts of emotions.
I have the queasy butterfly feelings in my stomach. I’ve been jittery all day. I have repeatedly asked my male coworkers if what I am wearing is ok. (Which is weird, because I don’t trust their fashion sense anyways, so if they say yes, should I really feel reassured?)
I remember once telling a buddy of mine that he should enjoy these emotions. (He considered himself an artist.) And I told him that this is the stuff that the best art was made from. The tension. The terror. The terrificness of it all. It’s easy to enjoy happiness and peace. But to soak in the not knowing, the wonder, the heart palpitations. This. This is beautiful.
I am learning to take the appreciation of life and beauty and all our emotions to a whole different level.
Comments (19)
Your excitement is contagious.
Good luck!
say Hi to your mom =)
Kidding kiiiidding!
You going on a first date or something? =P
All emotion is good for art, and more important, emotion is how you feel alive. A very good reminder.
@FreeeVerse -
@sonnetjoy -
@ChrisRusso -
@eusisms -
=)
@shanella -
=P
@Bokgwai -
Story story story!
@Bokgwai -
I pulsed about kissing and NOT telling!
Btw, did I struck you dumb with my email or something?! LOL.
@FreeeVerse -
http://tinyurl.com/39k3pyt =P
@FreeeVerse -
What’s your point? O.o (confused!). And you didn’t answer my question, buddy! Haha.
@FreeeVerse -
Yes… and that’s why there will not be any stories.
Also, I got your email. I just haven’t had a chance to respond yet. I just spent the entire weekend in NYC with… *ahem* and I just got back an hour ago. So when I am free, possibly Tuesday, I will write back. k?
@Bokgwai -
You’re bad, hahaha. You gotta spillllllll anyway
Who’s the girl?! 
@FreeeVerse -
She’s the girl you were talking to about Michael Buble. =) It was a good weekend.
@Bokgwai -
Sweeeeeeeet. Kira or something? She seems like a really nice person. And we have a mutual friend (besides you). LOL.
@FreeeVerse -
Yes. She is very, very nice. You should go say hi on her fb. And ask her questions. It’ll make her laugh. =)
@Bokgwai -
OH we did say hie! Even before your comment
She told me how she knows that mutual friend. SUCH a small world. So. Are you guys dating or what? 
Official starting Saturday. =) I think you saw my fb status.
And that’s all you’re getting out of me. If you want to know more or about the weekend, you’ll have to ask her. =P Good night!
Man, this thread of comments is interesting. I’m gleaning so mucn info about your personal life.
Can I add you on FB to be in the know? Haha.
And congrats on your new ‘status’! =P
@eusisms - hahaha. oh noz! My personal life is on the interwebs! You may certainly add me on FB, because you are my friend. If you want to be “in the know” you can just send me an email. haha. Albanyee@gmail.com. and…Thanks! =)